It's easy to forgive and forget when you don't love the person.
But when you really do love a person, I mean love them with all your heart, love them sometimes just a little bit more than you love yourself, it’s hard to do so. Everything hurts so much when you’re in love, even the smallest thing. Something that has no meaning to it can easily break your heart
The planning continues.
I've been looking for reception sites online and I found a place, here in Kissimmee. It's right next to where I get my nails done and it's super cheap. I think Cynthia just changed her mind again as to what kind of wedding she wants. I think I just might go back to wanting a real wedding. I checked for prices and to rent the place on a weekend is only $1000. But the place includes decor, catering, dj... Basically everything. And with all of that included in comes out to a little less than $4000 which is not bad at all for a wedding. I'm excited about it now because I can have the wedding I've always wanted.
Now I just have to talk to my boyfriend about it. I'm super excited about this!!
Now I just have to talk to my boyfriend about it. I'm super excited about this!!
The planning starts again.
Babe and I have been talking about planning out our wedding again. We had lots planned out already but when we broke up I ended up throwing everything away. So I have to start all over again. I don't mind though, I like the planning process.
I changed my mind throughout these past couple of months about what kind of wedding I want. Before, I wanted a big wedding. With expensive decorations. But I guess as the time passed, I realized the importance of a wedding. A wedding is a celebration of two people that are in love becoming one. It's not about the glitz, the glam, or the money. It's about the intimacy, the union, the family. That is why I decided that we will be getting married in court. Just us and our two witnesses. After we make it official in court, we'll have a little reception, if that's what you want to call it, at a small reception place or at a family members house. It's amazing how my mind changed about our wedding. I guess it was the fact that we broke up.
Us breaking up really did make me realize a lot. It made me realize how much I really do love him and he loves me. I know that this is the man I want to be with for the rest of my life. I cannot wait until our wedding. Of course, we haven't set an official date, seeing as to we just started talking about it yesterday again. But, the planning will start soon. I will not rush this process, though it will be a small one. To me, the wait doesn't matter because I know that it will happen.
I changed my mind throughout these past couple of months about what kind of wedding I want. Before, I wanted a big wedding. With expensive decorations. But I guess as the time passed, I realized the importance of a wedding. A wedding is a celebration of two people that are in love becoming one. It's not about the glitz, the glam, or the money. It's about the intimacy, the union, the family. That is why I decided that we will be getting married in court. Just us and our two witnesses. After we make it official in court, we'll have a little reception, if that's what you want to call it, at a small reception place or at a family members house. It's amazing how my mind changed about our wedding. I guess it was the fact that we broke up.
Us breaking up really did make me realize a lot. It made me realize how much I really do love him and he loves me. I know that this is the man I want to be with for the rest of my life. I cannot wait until our wedding. Of course, we haven't set an official date, seeing as to we just started talking about it yesterday again. But, the planning will start soon. I will not rush this process, though it will be a small one. To me, the wait doesn't matter because I know that it will happen.
This is why I'm madly in love with him. He's had my heart for 19 months, though we haven't been together for 6 months.
Chris: do you wanna know something. honestly and i really honestly dont want you to take this the wrong way at all
Me: go ahead. tell me
Chris: there was one note that i read after you got wit hthis dude and i ripped it because at that point i thought you were full of it and then i felt bad because i ripped somerhing you gave me and i put i away
Me: oh. thts understandable
Chris: but i kept it. i still have everythinhg but one thing.....
Me: whats that one thing?
Chris: your heart =]
The day he told me that felt like the first day I fell in love with him. He knows just what to say to win me over and that is why I love him.
Me: go ahead. tell me
Chris: there was one note that i read after you got wit hthis dude and i ripped it because at that point i thought you were full of it and then i felt bad because i ripped somerhing you gave me and i put i away
Me: oh. thts understandable
Chris: but i kept it. i still have everythinhg but one thing.....
Me: whats that one thing?
Chris: your heart =]
The day he told me that felt like the first day I fell in love with him. He knows just what to say to win me over and that is why I love him.
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